Me, Myself, and I...

Because focusing on our own selves, talking about ourselves...well, isn't that what SL boils down to in the end? Making ourselves prettier...more appealing to the eye, learning life lessons, acquiring things, learning something that could turn into a profit for ourselves...most importantly, eventually learning to love ourselves above others...

It's a weird day for me, and technically not even Monday anymore, but...I wanted to participate in Strawberry Singh's Monday Meme. Maybe you can learn a little more about me in the process, because...I do enjoy talking about myself.

Before I get into the meme-ness...ladies, I know how obsessed we all are with our mesh hair, and how flexi is pretty much a thing of the past...but...nobody does curls quite like Ms. Neveah Niu of Iconic...and she's finally released a hair that she's been sitting on for a loooong time, and ohmygod...curl city!! The hair textures on this hair are the best that I have seen on the grid, and you can see just how much work and love she put into this lovely creation. 

Meme Instructions: Copy and paste the following statements in your post, completing them by writing down the very first thing that pops into your head.

I am...a submissive woman. Stronger than I feel at the moment.

I want... Inner peace. Calm, serenity.

I have... Very little, but I am okay.

I wish... my family wasn't as screwed up as we are(RL). That I had as good of a support system in RL as in SL.

I hate... conflict. Arguments. Feeling like my friends are angry with me.

I fear... being alone. That I won't find someone who is right for me, that I'll just settle.

I search... for nothing much lately. 

I wonder... how my son is doing today(it's his birthday).

I regret... the things I said to my father in retaliation to his hateful words to me. 

I never... have really dealt with a lot of my mental issues.

I always... try to have a smile on my face.

I usually... am lost in my own thoughts, especially recently.

I dance... like a little white girl...which means, not very well at all.

I sing... loudly and mostly off-key. I miss the days I was in choir.

I often... am really hard on myself for no real reason.

I sometimes... love myself. It's getting a little bit easier with time.

I cry... a lot lately.

I need... to know that I am not going to die alone.

I should... tell my friends and family that I love them more.

I love... cats. Zann, Adham. My favorite Boystown men.

Caiti<3

What I'm Wearing!

Hair: ICONIC Delmar - Vamps **NEW!**

Skin: -Glam Affair- Katra [America] 06 NB( at Skin Fair 2015 until the 29th)

Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara v2.1

Tattoo: .Things. Incarceron Tattoo(faded worn) - Skin Fair 2015 exclusive!

Hands: Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Elegant 1(L), Elegant(R)

Teeth: [whatever] Teeth 2.0 - Piercing

Bracelet: Maxi Gossamer Voodoo Rocker - Skull Heart

Shirt: {dollle*} 080 Unbuttoned Loose Shirt - White

Panties: .::Supernatural::. Ana Panties pink(Maitreya applier) - Available at 50 Shades of Lust! **NEW!**

Pose: (pda) The Crook Of My Good Arm - Store is no longer inworld or on Marketplace :(