LOTD #005

So today was a good day. I went shopping(which isn't really a surprise), and ended up at Uber first. The round this month is Celestial, and while there were some really awesome things released...I dunno, it just didn't speak to me for the most part. I DID grab the new Glam Affair skin, but that goes without saying. I'm such a whore for Glam Affair, and I've got like...three skins of theirs that I haven't even worn yet :p

So while I was at Uber, I was in a Skype call with my darling friend Dex, and he was bored...so I said to him "Come shopping with me then!"...and he decided to come along. Poor him. He spent ten minutes trying to get into Uber, then when he finally got in, he was his usual shady nasty self. Which I love the most about him. 

After I picked up a couple things from Uber, I took him to the Fantasy Collective, where I ended up buying a dress and a bikini(which I'll blog at a later date, I'm so excited for it)...then we went to a new monthly event that's hit the grid, called Trend3. Par for the course, he was shady and sassy, and I sort of ignored him a little bit, but...I made him come and judge me in this brand new dress that I picked up from David Heather. I am SO in love with this dress, and I've been watching this designer get better and better with his creations, so seeing this dress just got me really happy :D

I absolutely adore the way this dress clings to the body, and the texturing and wrinkles in the mesh are really realistic. There were a few girls in the booth when I went in there, and they were gushing about how happy the hard nipples in the mesh made them, which made me giggle and agree in local. I paired this dress with a new release from Moda Designs, called the Valerie! Of course Dex decided to hate my choice of shoe color, but I didn't listen. These shoes come hudded with 24 different texture choices, changable in six different places, all for 99L!! 

I met Dex at Boystown, back when I really started going there more, and getting to know the regulars and the staff. He is the Monday and Wednesday night DJ at BLU Dance Bar, and the Tuesday night DJ at DARKbar, the leather and fetish club that I also DJ for. He's incredibly shady and slutty(love you), and just a really great friend to have. 

...maybe people will recognise him better in his natural state, which is shirtless. 

I've got him posing in a recent release from Poseology, called Adham...named after our boss, friend, and the "Mayor" of the Boystown sims. 

I brought Dex over to my house later on to offer him drinks and to make up for making him carry all my shopping bags around, and to thank him for not dropping them and breaking them just because. Muah, darlin! 

Caiti <3

What I'm wearing!

Hair: Truth Hair Tulip - Reds

Skin: -Glam Affair- Ellie - America - 01(available at ~Uber~) **NEW!**

Eyebrows: Lara Hurley Fae red eyebrows/Rose Pale

Hands: Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Elegant 1(L), Elegant(R)

Feet: Slink AvEnhance Feet Female - High

Jewelry: Maxi Gossamer Titania's Filigree Heart(Silver)

Dress: -David Heather- Connexion Dress/Moss(available at TREND3)  **NEW!**

Shoes: [MODA] - Valerie Leather Heels*Promo*  **NEW!**

Pose(me): D.Luxx Poses The Vintage - Sugar Smacks 09

Pose(Dex): Poseology Adham 5 **NEW!**

PS - This song's been in my head all day. Enjoy!

Everything old is new again

Hiya sexy dollies!  I hope you are all enjoying a wonderful weekend and for those of you east coasters I hope you are staying warm and toasty!  So when last we spoke I was attempting to get my sugar lips to stay home from work.  Did I succeed? A girl never tells those things *winks*  Annnnyway....Since then I've been busy putting together a new house and it's just to die for I tell ya!  I've had so much fun decorating.  I'll have to share that with you one day.  Today I just popped on to show you a few deals going on so you can go out and have some shopping fun to spice up your weekend!  Take a peek down below and head out on the grid my sweetlings...go ahead now, off with you!

With love and shoes,

Kaileebaby

Pose: [Sitting Pretty} - Ori

Hair:  *Soonsiki~ F.Bomb *Blondes*  (Saturday Sale all color packs of this hair only 75L!!!)

Glasses: [PL] Stupid Cupid (part of outfit)

Dress:  ::drbc:: julianna dress with hud 2 

Shoes:  *PROMO*[MODA] INAYA LEATHER WEDGES & HUD

(These shoes and several others on promo right now so don't miss out on the sexeh!)

Bracelet:  _CandyDoll_ Mustache Cherry Bracelet

Ring:  POMPOSITY - Pearl FLower Ring

All work and no play

*Stretches and wanders in*  Oh hey there dolls! Are you guys here already?  I just got through seeing my sweet dahling off to work and now I seriously need to get to some inventory cleaning.  A woman's work is never done, right?  I tried my best to tempt him into staying home with me today and it almost worked.  Sighs....sadly though all play and no work would mean no shopping for me and we all know how I am about shopping!  So off to work for my love and cleaning for me to make room for more gorgeous clothes and things...ALL THE THINGS!

Until later my sweet sugar dolls

Keep shopping!

Kaileebaby

Style details:

Me:

(single/short)  [MANDALA]Pearl  Rain season2 necklace/cream

..::KnocKeRs::..Vintage Victory Hair(Candy Apple/Blue Flower)

=MODA= STUDDED PIN UP GLASSES

POMPOSITY - Pearl Flower Ring - RIGHT

SUGAR Atomic Bomb Apron (Marketplace)

SUGAR Frilly Panties

[MODA] PAMELA TIPPED HEELS

Pose - her:  Tabou Irresistible :: pinup pose

Pose - him:  [Captivity Co.] Wallstreet (Marketplace)

Him:

*ARGRACE* Fedora Hat - only cap-typeL

Mad Nerd Glasses (black)

[NikotiN]  Pipe

[Phunk] Slim Fit-Tweed Suit

Pose:  Rack Poses _ The Sweetest Thing - Gift Pose

Location:

Artilleri Mainstore Sim

Replay.

New from Poseology: Winding Down

What I'm Wearing.

Hair: *ARGRACE* Akane - True Red(darkened slightly)

Skin: -Glam Affair- Amberly II(at The Chapter Four)

Body: Maitreya Lena Mesh Body

Hands: Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Elegant 1(L), Elegant(R)

Earbuds+Phone: MUSCHI // MyPhone

Lingerie: ~Blacklace~ Briony: Emerald(Omega appliers)

Pose: Poseology Winding Down **NEW!**

The title of this post was inspired by my Zannadoo, who also suggested the song:

Play me like your instrument

Happy Sunday sweet doll faces!  I hope you all are having a great, relaxing, lazy day.  It seems like lately everyone's blog has turned introspective.  So much already going on in this new year (good and bad) and I think it's ushered in a new era of a different kind of blogging.  Change is a good thing and what better time for fresh starts and newness!

As for us here at Dolly Fabulosity you will see several things.  Fashion (of course),  fabulous furniture and decorations , some great sims and landscape shots, a new layout (fingers crossed) and yes some ramblings about our personal lives.  Think of it as an SL variety show!  So sit back, relax and join in this ride with us as we attempt new things and enjoy our journey  through this awesomesauce world!

As always keep shoppin dolls!

Kaileebaby

Style details:

Glasses: *  S O R G O - FFS / Tortoise (G)

Necklace: :[P]:- Krysis Choker-Liara:// Flora

Necklace: :[P]:- Krysis Cord-Liara (Med):// Flora

Hair: little bones. Lush

Lolas :::Tango ::: 

Noodles - Fairy Tale Charm Bracelet Silver

Slink Physique Mesh Body V1.4

*TD* Mellisa Dress with Appliers * Blue (Lubbly Jubblies Event)

Skin: al vulo- salina* red dream blonde brow sunkissed

Pose: Rack Poses - Let's Make Sweet Music

A Broken Promise.

This has been quite the month and a half or so for me, emotionally. And every time I sit down and try to think about what to write here, how to put my heartbreak into words, I struggle. It's still really raw, I think. 

To think...I gave four and a half years of my life and devoted myself to a man who would end up just...disappearing, when I needed him the most. Do I know what's going on with him? No. I have so many questions that I want answered, but it fills me full of rage, anger...a deep sense of betrayal and hurt, when I think too much on this subject.

So, I'm just going to rip the band-aid off, and let my pain and hurt flow through this post...then never write about it, about him, publicly...ever again. Fair warning, this post is probably going to be very disjointed. I don't feel like putting anything in an orderly fashion tonight. Don't like? Oh well, write your own post.

I feel like I am worth more than someone disappearing on me, never to speak to me again. Especially after sharing so much of myself with this man. We met in Secondlife, and after getting to know eachother for about four or five months...decided to meet in RL. Once we met, we discovered that we were compatible and so we became a couple in RL. He would come out and see me twice a month or more, and we got to know eachother better...but now that I think about it, he learned so much more about me than I ever did him. 

He was a married man when we met, and told me that he couldn't get divorced because infidelity wasn't grounds for divorce in his state...and okay, maybe I should have done the research...but I'm a trusting person, and I tend to believe people when they tell me something, which can be so very dangerous to me. So...I never did any research. Some other things he told me didn't really make sense, but again...my trusting(and ultimately stupid...yes, I feel stupid, there's nothing that will change that feeling) nature let it go. 

I feel duped, my heart just won't stop hurting, because he just...stopped communicating with me after the 24th of December. I had to find out through his co-workers that he had lost his phone and was only reachable through emails, I had to find out from calling his work that he was indeed there, because he wasn't answering my phone calls, or returning my voicemails...

All the while, I'm thinking "well, this is bad, but he'll come and he'll save me before I am homeless, just like he promised me. He won't let me live on the streets, because he loves me, he'll take care of me just like he said..." and guess what? He didn't. He didn't live up to his promises, and I just...I don't know why. I don't know what I did to deserve this. I wouldn't ever wish this level of devastation on my worst enemy. My heart feels like somebody just pulled it out of my chest and stomped on it, then ran it over with a steamroller for good measure. 

I hate the feeling that I have now, that I am afraid to trust again. I have only recently been able to trust again after the whole ordeal I went through last year, with another person who was extremely close to me betraying me in such a horrible, complete fashion. Like I said before, I am a very trusting person, and for how cynical I come across as, I do try to see the good in everything and everyone...I am so afraid that I will lose that part of me, but...maybe it would be best if I did. This teaches me that at least I need to learn more about people in the future. 

I wish I could speak to him one last time. I feel like I am worth a goodbye...I feel like I have just been tossed aside because he didn't want me anymore. It's a miserable, shitty feeling, and again...my heart just feels like it's breaking, someone's wringing it out. 

I am incredibly grateful for the people who have been in my corner and by my side through this entire thing. My sister Bella did a lot of digging and researching for me while I was off the grid for a month, and found out some information for me that I needed to hear. I am also thankful for my squishie, my Kai who was and is continuing to be my other big supporter. All of my friends and family who read this...thank you for loving me, thank you for listening to me, thank you for making me laugh...for distracting me when I needed distracting...words cannot express just how thankful I am for the people in my life right now. They make logging into Secondlife worth it. 

But anyway...I digress. Ritch Nicholls of Poseology recently sent out a couple of poses to be blogged, and this one spoke to me when I saw it, and it inspired my styling. Thank you, Ritch, for sharing your talents with the grid =)

What I'm Wearing.

Hair: Amacci Hair ~ Maria - Red Pack(Sangria)

Dress & Headpiece: -AZUL- Gina /Onyx
Wings: ![DirtyBoy]! "So Fly" Wings - Black

Necklace & Earrings: Maxi Gossamer Belladonna Crystal Beaded Choker & Earrings

Bracelets: Lazuri Delia Complete Set - Bracelets

Feathers in photo are a part of a past group gift from ::PM:: PurpleMoon, it may or may not be available in the main store...but you should still go check this amazing store out, the gowns are simply stunning!!

Pose: Poseology - Like A Feather **NEW!** 

Pose Location: Done Wiv a Twist Estate - the current theme of the landscaping is an Asian/dreamy theme, go check it out! It's absolutely lovely :)

LOTD #004

What I'm Wearing!

Hair: Truth Hair Bobbie - Reds

Skin: -Glam Affair- Amberly II - America(at The Chapter Four)

Body: Maitreya Lena Mesh Body

Hands: Slink AvEnhance Hands Female - Elegant 1(L), Elegant (R)

Feet: Slink AvEnhance Feet Female - Mid

Sunglasses: [MODA] Shade Blockas

Phone + Earbuds: MUSCHI // MyPhone

Necklace: Lapointe&Bastchild "Je Suis Charlie" Unisex Necklace

Tattoo: Letis Tattoo :: Inermis :: MM13017 : v2 (worn @ 75% dark, underwear Omega applier)

Corset Top: *League* Nyx Corset - Leather - Black

Jeans: [Cynful] Bell Bottoms - Belleza Venus Add-On(black jeans texture)

**Both of these pieces look really well on the Maitreya body, I was really pleasantly surprised!**

Shoes: fri.day - Raggedy.Man Heels

Location: BLU Dance Bar, located at Boystown!

**Dancing with one of my many lovely friends, Parker Droverson**